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What Should We Name the Van? (These Were Our Family’s Best… and Worst Ideas)

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  We knew buying a van would come with a lot of decisions—layout, build, budget, all the things you expect when you step into something like this. What we didn’t expect was how hard it would be to name it. At some point, it hit us… this thing needs a name. Not just something random, but something that actually fits what it is and what we’re going to do with it. So instead of overthinking it on our own, we went around the family and started asking for ideas. That’s when things got interesting. Zeke kicked things off with “Big Ben,” which honestly isn’t bad. It feels solid. But then he followed it up with “Big Sassy Sally,” and that’s where we started realizing this might not go the direction we expected. Luke had two completely different approaches. One was “Gerald,” which feels like the name of a quiet guy down the street. The other was “The Beast,” which feels like it could climb a mountain or break something important. Not exactly the same vibe. Ruby didn’t have a lot to say, but...

Trying to Build a Van That Actually Fits Our Family

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Trying to Build a Van That Actually Fits Our Family:  The 5 biggest decisions shaping this build right now A lot of van builds start with cool ideas. Ours started with a real life that was already full. That is part of what makes this build exciting, but it is also what makes it complicated. Because we are not building a van in a vacuum. We are building it in the middle of work, ministry, family schedules, baseball, responsibilities, limited time, limited space, limited money, and a whole lot of opinions. And the truth is, that may be the most honest part of this whole process. A van build is not just wood, wiring, layout plans, and gear. It is a long line of decisions. Some are fun. Some are expensive. Some feel small until you realize they affect everything else. And some are not really about the van at all. They are about the kind of life you are trying to create and whether the people you love are actually going to enjoy it once all the hype wears off. That is where we ...

I Was Waiting to Be Ready… That Was the Problem

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I almost didn’t start this. Not the van build. Not the YouTube channel. Not even this blog. Not because I didn’t want to… But because I kept telling myself: “I’ll start when I’m ready.” The Lie I Bought Into For two years, I was waiting on the van. That part at least made sense. But if I’m being honest, I was waiting on more than that. I was waiting to: Lose weight Look better on camera Feel more confident Have everything figured out Be the “best version” of myself Because in my mind, that’s when it would really work. That’s when it would be worth putting out there. Here’s the Truth Nobody Wants to Say Out Loud That version of you? The “ready” version? It doesn’t exist. At least not in the way you think. Because the standard keeps moving. You lose some weight? Now you want more. You get more confident? Now you want better gear. You improve your setup? Now you want better content. There’s always another reason to wait. And if you’re not careful, you’ll spend years preparing for a versio...

When Life Already Feels Full

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Life isn’t just busy right now… it’s stacked. That's why we haven't posted the second video. Every day feels like it’s spoken for before it even starts. Between working at Heritage, preaching at Oakland, serving at Woodlawn, running the Ministry League Podcast Network, editing videos for a guy, managing social media—and then trying to be fully present for two boys in baseball and a daughter finishing her senior year… It’s not just a schedule. It’s a sprint that never really stops. And here’s the part that hits me hardest: None of it is bad. In fact, it’s all good. It’s meaningful. It matters. But that’s exactly what makes it dangerous. When Good Things Crowd Out Life I’ve realized something lately that’s been sitting heavy on me: You can build a life full of meaningful work… and still miss your life. That’s a tough sentence to swallow. Because from the outside, it looks like everything is clicking: Ministry is happening Content is growing Opportunities are expanding The calenda...